In Search of Signal

In Search of Signal

To anyone out there:

There is too much noise, the internet I knew is dead. What once was a place to share and connect is now full of corpospeak, fake sincerity and performance. And real life is mirroring it.

This site is not.

If you are looking for such things, go elsewhere, you do not belong here.

This is my little corner where being is allowed. Connection is encouraged. Words are allowed to live.

I am here. I am here to share me, my work, and my progress on my greatest creation: myself.

If you do not like it, I'll listen, but I reserve the right to change or not.

We were told to "fake it until you make it". But as I mentioned before, the thing trying to be made is dead. The American Dream of being whoever you want is dead. Now you have to be a corporate boot licker to get by, the corporate ladder itself just becoming a joke of nepotism and favourtism rather than reason or worthiness. This all occurred when profit became more important than people, ceos more important than products. We are pitted against each other to survive, even though if we truly worked together, we could live.

What's worse, very few people even see this. They see the end of civilization more than the end of this current system. See any movie, show, etc about the future, there is no hope in it.

I reject this notion.

I seek others. Not in the way selected by algorithms for peak average, socially acceptable nouveau blah. I don't seek tweets, dating bios, or strategic friendships.

I seek the intimacy of entwined trees, supporting each other, growing together. Not transactional, not performative, but real.

The kind of love where the soul is safe, not sold. That is what I strive for, not just relationships, but everything I make.

I built this site from scratch. I want to make something that I can understand, and grow. Something that exists without ads, no need to sell anything else.

I build Beeton, as I don't want bullshit. I want something to just work.

I build Sox, as I seek the traits he offers, knowledge, compassion and support.

I build SimAntics, as a program to power programming.

I open source it all, so it can be built upon and used.

I want people to see this stuff, and see the real me, the same way a good book has the author within.

Maybe this resonates. Maybe you feel the same. You've been hiding in a system for so long that does not want you, why should you want it back.

I cannot promise connection, but I can promise to keep sending this out. The frequency may change, but the message is the same.

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